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oh god it's December, which is actually kind of a nice thing but like, TIME OUGH

i've always actually been quite a fan of the winter-months. i've said in jest that i have reverse-seasonal-depression but like actually, being down south and having really bad seasonal allergies in the spring and summer with some actual relief in the fall and winter, along with all the holidays and it being socially acceptable to listen to oldfangled music everywhere, it's actually kinda nice. i think it's good to just turn on some late night npr, when they play all their jazz stuff, and look out the window at the cars passing one after another. cold is always better than hot, at least when "cold" is 50°F (10°C) and not like, -40, or something. although i guess you can always put more clothes on. baking in your own house is not fun tho. once i move it'll be even cooler, although that seems like it's both pushed further back and pulled ever forwards at the same time.

fun fact: you can lie to yourself and say things are good and fine even when they're not, and it'll be like, not as bad! kinda? kinda! fun fact with mark. just something i've been thinking about lately.

i've also been super emotional the past few days due to... some technically fun stuff, but it's like weird i might write about it later :3c